The pleasure of pain
For weeks already, I wrestled with
myself, not understanding how I would ever get to like pain, which
seemed necessary for a D/s relationship...
What was it, that subs want to be hurt,
and Doms like to hurt the ones they claim to love so much?
I just couldn’t get it working in
that brain of mine...
Again a click, an insight that lifted a
weight of my shoulders, the heaviest so far...
It is not about being hurt, or about
hurting...
It is about willingness to endure, how
much will I be able to give, to give up...
It must be amazing for a Dom to see,
what a sub will do to please him, to surrender..
It is not the actual pain that pleases,
but the submission , that is shown in a way that is incomparable to
anything else...
And so I finally understand the
connection between pleasure and pain, and am curious, yes eager even,
to find out my willingness and ability to submit...
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